
the more I study the more nervous I get
there’s so much to review, to learn
the practice exams’ scores are nowhere close to what I want
there’s so much to do - gotta finish writing personal statement, apply, take the test, research internship, piano accompaniment job, and also need to have time to rekindle with family and friends too
gotta stay focused —> no more internet surfing for a while - this means no Tumblr (cause I spend so much time scrolling my dash).
only email and phone from now on until all of this is over.
Goodbye world.

not that I was thinking about online dating or anything, still this is a good reminder for anyone out there to be careful.
back to studying now. T_T
(Source: justwatchthesunrise)
ONE MONTH BEFORE THE DEADLINE:
ONE WEEK BEFORE THE DEADLINE:
THE NIGHT BEFORE THE DEADLINE:

credit: WSWCgradschool and Naomi
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This is how I feel after every final. 4+ more years of schooling. Agh.
(Source: whatshouldwecallgradschool)
first day of summer break: summer internship offered. Accepted.
Wait. Will I even have a summer at all? Haha
gonna be off facebook for a while. Summer is so near.
sometimes I feel so unwanted and under-appreciated.
Should have not gotten this close. GAH!
Gotta distance myself now.
Hopefully, time + distance will numb my feelings and help me to forget.
They talked about it as if it was a lifestyle, a disease, a choice. They talked about it as if I didn’t put any thoughts into this.
Little did they know that I too have feelings, sensitivity, and needs like any other human beings. Little did they know how often I wish that we could have a conversation, how I yearn for their acceptance and support, how I need that human connection - a touch, a warm embrace.
“Hard times shall pass” - I keep telling myself. God please give me patient and strength to over come this.